To,
My 18 and 20 years old sisters.
I know how you feel right now the pressure of constantly proving to people, that you are not ordinary must be eating up your head, the urge to want to do something but what if people say this or that, must be putting you down from doing things you like but let me tell you something, we live in a society (not like we have a choice) and people will have opinion, they will say things which you will not agree but you cannot go to everyone and prove yourself, you cannot make everyone think good of you. what you need to do is stop thinking what people will say or think, the moment you do that you will stop doubting yourself and you will be more confident but remember to stay true to your family, friends and loved ones.
As you grow older you will come across different life situations and you have no option but to face them, well I do not expect you to be prepared for it because then you will not enjoy the adventures of life but I will give you a small advice on some of the important things which I hope will be of some use.
Friends
You already have made many friends by now, childhood friends, school friends, church friends etc..and you will make many more but do not forget your old friends in the process of making new friends in new places. Many will want to be your friend because they think you’re ‘cool’ or because you’re ‘pretty’ or simply because they like you, be nice to everybody, say thank you for their friendship but choose wisely to whom you want to share your secrets or your feelings because not many will understand but they will pretend to understand and when they fail to do so, it will be you who will be hurt. Never ever, and I say this again never ever try to ‘fit in’. You belong to no one but you and your creator so do not let any third person put you in a position you don’t want to be, or you don’t belong to. You don’t necessarily have to ‘fit in’ to belong somewhere, it is absolutely okay to be a misfit in a world where everybody is trying to fit in.
Men
The phrase that all men are same is not true, ‘yes’ I repeat it is not true. I have met jerks who do not respect women, who thinks women are commodity, an object to be ‘kept’ and ‘used’ but I have also met wonderful men with whom I will cherish friendship forever. Now it is up to you to choose wisely between the two, not like you will have an option to choose because devil never comes with horns. Most men will be very nice in the beginning they will say ‘yes’ to everything you say, agree even if you’re wrong, laugh at your worse joke because they are needy of you, and once you become vulnerable enough they will start showing their color, after they get what they want they may not agree with all you say, they may not laugh at all your jokes (even if they were genuinely funny) they may become mean all of a sudden, they may start telling you what to do and what not do, they will have so much control over you that you will forget to be yourself, they will drag you so down that you will see no ray of hope from that deep dark hole but that is just a delusion, there will always be people who will still love you no matter who you are, or who you’ve become and that is when you have a choice to walk away from a man who is not helping you grow. And when you decide to do so, remember ‘we’ (loved ones) will always walk beside you so you don’t have to be afraid. Pick yourself up, leave your past behind but do not leave your experience behind take them with you, make them your shield, make new friends, fall in love again, like I said all men are not same and one day may be you will find someone imperfect made perfectly for you, or maybe you will not, then you will realize that you don’t need men to be happy ever after.
Career
I am no one to actually give you advice in this category but like I always says ‘education is important’ and by education I do not mean the answers which you mug up the whole semester and spill out in three hours paper. By education I mean things you actually learn, be it from school/college or from friends, family etc. when I was in 11th standard I read in my Education text-book ‘Education starts from womb and ends at tomb’ and this I witness it to be true, life has its way of teaching us so much everyday, be it from good experiences or bad ones it all has something to teach us, all we have to do is keep our ears wide open and listen to what it has to say. Remember you don’t have to try too hard to do something ‘extraordinary’, what is extraordinary to you may not be extraordinary to someone and vice versa, you don’t have to become a lawyer, an engineer, or a doctor to show your worth. You can be anything you want as long as you utilize your talent and skills into something good.
Do not forget your roots.
Do not forget people who stood by you when you were at your lowest and ugliest.
Do not forget the mistakes that taught you to be who you are today.
In the midst of all these chaos of life do not forget your creator. Take five minutes of every night to thank him for the life he has given you.
All I want to tell you by writing this is that please do not be afraid. Do do not be afraid to be yourself, do not be afraid to make mistakes, do not be afraid to admit your mistakes, do not be afraid to ask for a help, do not be afraid to close your ears to people who are too loud, do not be afraid to say NO, do not be afraid to experiment.
I haven’t mastered in anything I have said above, I am still as confusing as you are right now but, we can get through these phase of life together.